once again the feeling came..i,nabilah, am very disappointed with myself. i can never be satisfied with what i have..wait, what am i really holding on into in the first place? its more like im living my life as it is with no goals, no happiness, NO PURPOSE. i tried to sttay strong but really where will this bring me? its not liemi enjoy being sad and lonely all the time.. but i really cant sense any happiness anymore.. they say good things come to those who wait..and with all this little strength im left, im still waiting for something good to happen.

15 april 2011

im cosidering of getting myself a tumblr acc cos im in love with making gif images!!

I wish i could stop wishing...It will only make me fell miserable.I know the past is the past.There is no way i can go back.I'm the reason why I'm feeling this way now and i know wad I'm doing now will determine wad i am tmr.if i continue to look back and not move forward,how am i suppose to face tmr courageously.I hate myself sometimes if this stupid feeling keeps building up.DAMN!!Where is the real me!!!

There will be Freshman Orientation Camp on monday.ITS A 3 DAY CAMP!!wehoo.quite excited about it.Hope to make decent friends who are cool enough to understand me. :D

Went to Singapore Polytechnic to get myself a laptop.Was super delighted when i found out that i could also complete my last enrolment stage on the spot.So i already got my student pass!wehoo!After enrolment,i went to the notebook roadshow to get my laptop.Decided to get the PINK fujitsu =D . Went to level 3 to configure my laptop.Now i can surf the net in SP!Cant wait to join the school.I've already get my first week(orientation) schedule..It look totally awesome!Cant wait for april.I am also lookinh forward to the camps cos the students there are totally friendly!

I will bw going back to CCHY tmr to accompany YinZhen to collect her grad cert.Then we will have lunch tgt ;D long time since i hang out with her!haha.

Thats all for today.Damn!i am now addicted to my laptop!

ANNEYEONGHASAEYO!!

OMG I AM TOTALLY HAPPY TODAY COS I THINK I'M PROGRESSING WELL IN LEARNING KOREAN!!haha!in just a few days i am now able to read Korean.now,I'm hoping to get some assessment books to polish my new skill.Also,I'm learning to understand Korean.This will take some time but PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT!I'm quit unsure on how to type Hangul on blogger.if not i will practice more by posting my blog post in Korean..HOW COOL!=D
Anybody who knows how to do it,pls teach me =)THANX!

Off to practicing and listening to YOU!(L)

Annyeongheegasaeyo! (pls correct me if its wrong)

PRESENT:
Have been quite busy recently.Thanx to the school holiday.Manage to spent some quality time with my friends EVA,CRYSTAL and CHANTEL.Went to gym on Friday with Eva and Crystal then proceed to AMK hub to meet chantel to play at the arcade,take neoprints,shop and eat ice cream...Was quite sick today but decided to go to stadium and gym with eva and crystal.I am super happy with myself for being able to complete the 5 km run.haha!Had lunch at Food Court with Eva.Went to print some SHINee pics but their system broke down so have to collect tmr..

PAST:
Collected my GRAD CERT on Wednesday with Bianca and shimin...

FUTURE:
I am planning to stay over at my grandma house by this week..